Leppy

So it has been a really long time since I have updated. In the past 2 months my best friends has slept with a girl of mine, people decided that they needed to talk about my life which isn't any of their business, i wrecked my car, and met the most amazing person and finished school, but after all of this I couldn't be happier. The bank is going very very well. I am so glad I stuck with it. I love my job and I love the people that I work with. I have also really and truthfully found myself and discovered who I REALLY am. I disowned all of my so-called friends who live in Loogootee. That was one of the most vindicating experiences in my life going off on all of them.
Back in March I met this awesome girl when I went up to Illinois. Her name was Whitney and she was gorgeous. She had a 3 year old son who was the sweetest little boy I have ever met. We started talking eventhough I lived 4 hours away, but we figured what do we have to lose. Well about 3 weeks after I got back down here Shaun called me and decided to tell me that he had slept with her the night before. I was infuriated. I had never yelled at anyone so loud in my life, besides my dad. I told Shaun that I would forgive him, but also that I would never fucking forget it. Shaun and I are perfectly fine now and are just as close if not closer than we were before it happened.
Then that next weekend I went up to Loogootee to see one of my good friends get married. Well it turned into a "let's pry into Alex's personal life" weekend. Everyone thought that they knew everything about my life; eventhough, I hadn't see anyone in over 2 months and hadn't really talked to them in probably close to 4 months. So that forced me to lie to a lot of people because it was something that yes was true, but it was something that didn't need to get around Loogootee because my parents don't need to know about it just yet. Its not something that I feel that I am ready to tell them yet. When the time comes I will. So that was a really bad weekend. I eventually go over it but as soon as I did something else happened.
That next Sunday I was driving downtown in Evansvill when a full-sized van decided that he wanted to take up both lanes going around a curve without noticing that I was right next to him. This pushed me into a curb and I popped both of my passenger side tires. So I had to pay 53 bucks to get my car towd back to my apartment, then I had to hitch a ride up to Oakland City to meet my parents to get the Bravada so I could get to work the next morning. Talk about fun!! Well I got all of that taken care of, and then something good finally happened.
I had messaged this person on myspace a few times and we started talking back and forth on yahoo and on myspace. I took a real liking to the person and they took a good liking to me. We met on the friday before Easter and decided that we were only meeting as friend so that way there was no pressure for anything else to happen and if it did then that was just something better. We went out to eat at Tumbleweed and then came back to my apartment and chilled and talked and got to know each other a little better. I couldn't have asked to meet someone better. Then the following wednesday they came back up and stayed with me again. We stayed up talking most of the night as we did the last time they were up. It was just so comforting to have someone to cuddle with and talk to. Not to mention someone as hot as they are!!!! Definately gorgeous. They came into my life at the best possible time. We are still technically just friends just kind of taking it one step at a time, but the possibility for us becoming more is there and is very prominent.
I start full-time at the bank the third week of May, go me!!! I am pretty excited about that.
And just to not leave everyone hanging the person that I met's name is J.J. and he is the most wonderful person in the world.

I have been so busy the last month or so. I don't even know if I remeber how to breathe or what it's like to have free time. I feel so bad because I feel that I have neglected so many people because of my busyness. I am sorry to all of you whom I have neglected. Life has been going really good besides being busy. Everything seems to be falling into place for me. School is going good, my grades are going up and are a whole lot better than they have been in a long time. I think that finally knowing what I want to do with my life has really helped me. I now feel that I am not just going to school for no reason. It is a good feeling, I just wish I could have had this feeling a long time ago. I know that wherever I decide to go I will be a lot happier. Although leaving the bank is going to really tough for me because I absolutely love it there, but I know that I have to do what is going to be best for me.
Spring break was two weeks ago. I had a really good spring break. I got to hang out with Shaun, John, Molli, Duck, and a bunch of other people that I hadn't seen for a long time. I was introduced to the most awesome girl when I was up in Illinois. Her name is Whitney. She so far seems like everything I have wanted in a woman. The only thing holding us back is the distance. She is 4 hours away from me and it kills me. She also has a 3 year old son so that kind of dampers the chances of her being able to come down here for a weekend, which is completely understandable and it doesn't really bother me. I haven't seen my mom, dad, sister, or dog in five weeks or more. It is probably the longest I have went without seeing them, and I think I actually miss my mom. I have talked to her on the phone everyday for the past 3 days. She is a great woman and is helping me through a rough time right now. She is being completely understandable about it and she is finally treating me like an adult. I am so glad that she is treating me that way finally. It makes me feel really good about myself especially for her to think of me as being that mature. I think that she has finally come to terms with the fact that I am never moving back home. I am glad she finally realized that because I know it was really hard for her to come to terms with that because I am her baby and the first one to move out.
I think I am going to start getting more hours at the bank now. That is something that I really need because I need the money so bad. It is really hard to live on the amount of money that I bring in, and it finally caught up with me. I cut up one of my credit cards and one of them is maxed out. I will get through it though I just have to have faith in myself that I can do it. That is about it for me.

Well I guess I will start of by saying that I only have 13.5 weeks left of the hell whole known as USI. I can't wait to get out of that place. Although I will miss e-ville and all of the friends that I have made down here I know that this is something I must do. I am going to be going to ISU in Terre Haute next year. I am going to major in Criminology and minor in Business. I know what everyone is thinking. He's changing majors again. Yes, but this was actually my very first choice in school and major and I have no idea why I didn't go up there in the first place, but I guess what's life if you don't have experiences like this.
I am going up to Chicago over Spring Break this year. I am going to stay up at Schnarr's house and we are gonna take the amtrak up there. It is going to be a blast. It is going to be Shaun, Rex, Schnarr, and I. I can't wait. I got a raise at work and I now make 9.33 and hour. How awesome is that!? That makes my day because I can really use the extra cash, if there is any after taxes. Other than that nothing new has happened at all in my life.

First of all I want to wish Jen a very happy bday on wednesday!!!! I have been very busy as of late. I have been to and from Loogootee like every weekend for the past month and a half. It sucks. I am staying pretty busy with school and work. I think I am going to enjoy school this semester. Yes I know that is weird especially for me to say. I don't really have that much to say. I just mainly wanted to wish Jen a happy bday, and tho tell her to call me sometime.

The last time that I updated was when I went to IU like a month ago. Alot has happened. Two weekends after I got back from IU I went up to Loogootee and partied with one of my old friends from Washington. The party was really great. They made 150 jello shots and they were all gone before the night was over with. She and I started talking that night and it was going really good for about 2 and a half weeks. We had a date the weekend before last. The date itself went really well. She'd had a bad week and she wanted to do some drinking so I told that was cool, I will stay sobre and make sure you get home ok. So I was a good boy and was DD. We ended up partying with Shaun and Jared and some of Shaun's friends from Jasper. Then on that following Monday Stephie and I were talking and she says " you know we are just friends right?" Wow that came as a big shock to me. Then she goes on to tell me that she really likes my friend Jared. We were never really together so I didn't get really pissed off. I took it as more of a slap in the face and a waste of time. So yeah I got screwed over yet again. Who would've guessed that. I have accepted it to be the norm when I take interest in a girl. They always tend to stray away from me and go for some worthless guy that will do nothing but treat them like crap. Finals really sucked for me. This semester has by far been my worst semester down here. I can't wait for school to be out for the summer so I can work more and get some more money so I can pay the bills off that I need to pay off.

This past Saturday one of my really good friends Ashley turned 21. So I went up to Bloomington with her to go hang out with another one of our friends Jodi. We went to a party on Friday night and it was really fun. Then we went tot he bars. We went to a place called the Jungle room. It was awesome. I got my grind on all night and had a blast. We went back to Jodi's place and went to bed. We got up early Saturday morning to go tailgate the IU Purdue football game. It was the biggest party I have ever seen. It was awesome. I was drunk by 11. I called mom around noon and talked to her for a liitle bit. She got a kick out of it. They had this van bus thingy. It was awesome. There were numerous kegs in it, and behind the driver side rear tire there was the tap for the keg. The van was also fully stocked with beer bongs and they had squirt guns filled with beer shooting them at people. It was so fun. People were play beer pong and floppy top. It was crazy. After tailgating we went to the mall and shopped for a litte bit. Then we went and ate for Ashley's b-day. We then went back to Jodi's to take a nap because we all knew we had a long night ahead of us. At about 10 we went over and met some friends and then we all went to the bars. I got plowed and I ran into on of my old friends so we were dancing and singing and having a great time. I have no idea what time we got back to Jodi's, but I woke up at about 11 on Sunday. Mom called me and told me that they were in Bloomington and wanted to know if I wanted to go eat with them and do some Christmas shopping. So I said sure free food and I don't have to buy the gifts. The first thing my dad said to me was " Someone had a rough night last night". Mom just laughed and I said I'm tired. I got back down to e-ville around 9:30 or so and I crashed out by 10 and was up and ready for work on time for once. I had a blast this weekend and I can't wait to go back. I love IU!!!

So this seems to be so true!!

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I guess I will start off talking about Atlanta. Damn it was awesome. I had the best two days I have had in a very long time. It was well worth the money and the travel time. I was basically drunk for 2 straight day, and no that doesn't make me an alcoholic. That makes me normal down there. We got down to Atlanta at about 5 saturday evening. We grilled out, ate, shot the shit, got flashed a dozen time or so, and just hung out and drank. Later in the evening Chase, Gabe, Alan, Scott, and I decided we wanted to go to a party and meet some people. It turned out to be a very good thing that we went to the party. We found this huge bonfire party so we stopped and just stayed there. I did some drunk dialing earlier on in the night, I called my sister and left her a message since she didn't answer her phone. Anyways, that becomes important later. I met this girl at the party her name was Valerie. She was very cool. We were talking and things were looking "up" for me. I get a phone call from my sister's phone. So I answer it. It isn't my sister on the other end, I just assume that it is one of her friends. So I start telling them how drunk I am and how I have drank like a whole fifth of jack so far. I also tell them that I am hitting on the really hot girl and it is looking good. I also tell them that we are going to go back to the tent here in a little bit and "have some fun". The person on the other end of the line starts laughing, and I was like OK. She then asked me if I knew who it was, and I said I think I have and Idea. Her response was "Alex this is your MOTHER!!!" I was like Oh my fucking god!!! It was bad.

This weekend I didn't do shit. I stayed at my apartment because all of the plans that I had/tried to make fell through. That was OK because I needed a weekend off anyways. I sat out on the balcony on Saturday night for the storm. I can actually say that it freaked me out a little bit. All I know is that my phone wouldn't quit ringing all day on Sunday. It was nice except it wasnt' really any of the people that I expected to call other than my mom. All of my friends in Loogootee I guess didn't give a shit. But that's OK. It just opened my eyes even wider to them.

Kurt and I are taking Chase to his first strip club tomorrow night. Mind you he is 22. We are going to go to the Lucky Lady I believe so I suspect that it will be fun. I am off work on Friday because it is Veteran's day, and my parents are actually going to come down. So I am going to make them take me shopping. Those are the only plans that I have for the weekend.

Next weekend I am going up to IU!!!! I am going to go tailgating for the IU Purdue football game. I am going up with my friend Ashley who turns 21 the 19. So we are going to go out with another one of our friends Jodi who goes to school up there. It is going to be a blast. I can't wait. Well I believe I have said enough.

So here is my schedule for next semester. Tell me how bad it sucks.

MW Math 215 Survey of Calc 6:00-7:15
TR Biol 251 Environmental Conservation 10:30-11:45 (Sorry I am not going to be in Ethnobotny with you Jen!)
TR Acct 202 Accounting 2 12:00-1:15
TR Blaw 263 Legal Env of Business 3:00-4:15
T Eng 201 English Comp 2 6:00-8:45
R Phil 201 Intro to Ethics 6:00-8:45

I am so depressed, b/c my schedule sucks ass.

So I went to Loogootee this weekend. It was OK. I went to my friend Ashley's house on Friday night. We just hung out. Watched a couple of movies. It was fun. I was really glad that I got to see her. I got up to mom and dad's at about 1 on saturday morning. I went to bed woke up about 10 and went to run the errands that I needed to run. I went out to lunch with Jared and hung out with him for a while. Then I went back to mom and dad's because I figured that I should hang out with them for a while. Mom, Alysia, and I got in this really big fight. Alysia was saying how I don't ever do my homework or study for any of my classes, and that I should make sacrifices. Ok so I may not be the best student, but I get done what I can. Especially with work and school. It really pissed me off. Mainly because she isn't down here and she has no idea. She just knows that I go out with Kurt. Well I don't just sit around and wait for the time to come to go out. I do homework and study before i go out. My mom got pissed because i dropped my computer app. class. I was pissed. I was like it is my education. Then mom cocked off and said that we told you that you didn't have to work. Then i said how am i going to pay my bills?? Because what i get a month isn't enough. The only person that I got a long with this weekend was my dad. That is so totally weird. I think hell is going to freeze over within the next week or so. You will see it on the news. Saturday I went out with Shaun, his friend Carrie, Jared, his girlfriend Emily, and I. Wow talk about being a fifth wheel. Carrie was awesome. She was good looking and had an awesome personality. I fell for her hard, but she is shaun's and I am not going to do that to a friend. Jared got mad because we all wanted to drink. So we drank. We went to the bowling alley for a little while. Then we went to Rex's. That was fun. Rex's mom so didn't want me there, but i was like i don't care. So we hung out and drank there. It really brought back memories of the times that I miss with the guys. It just isn't the same anymore. I got back to mom and dad's about 2 this morning and i left at about 12. I was so glad to leave on such a chipper note. So needless to say. If they want to see me they can come down here. I am not going back up there for a while. I may not even go up there for Thanksgiving, because I will have to work the next day anyways so what's the point. Oh well I guess I will quit bitching now.

This past weekend wasn't too bad. I didn't really do much of anything. On Friday I helped my new neighbors move in right next to me. I finally know someone in my building!! It is nice. I left there place at about 11:15 or so. Then I called my friend Joe. We went to Chilly Willy's and both of us had the worst drinks ever. I had a Rum and Coke and he had a Long Island. They were both disgusting. After Chilly Willy's we went back to his place and just hung out and watched TV. We watched like 4 episodes of the Showtime Series Weeds. It is kind of weird but it is a very good show. I left there at about 3:30 or so. I ended up sleep until almost 1:30 on Saturday. I guess I was tired. I spent most of Saturday afternoon playing X-Men Legends 2. I finally beat it. It was a hell of a lot harder than the first one. It was also a lot funner than the first one. I let Kam borrow that game and he let me borrow Ultimate Spider Man which I have yet to start on. I figure I will probably start on it tonight or tomorrow or even Thursday. I have no idea.

Jared came down Saturday night at about 6ish. We went and ate at Nick's over on the east side. Then we went to Wal-Mart and ran into a couple of our friends in there. Which I found to be kind of odd. Anyway they all wanted to know where the haunted houses were so I took them downtown and showed them where they were. Needless to say they were all pretty impressed that I knew my way around as good as I did. I have to say I was pretty impressed myself. Then Jared and I came back to my apartment and we just humg out and played playstation. I went to bed at about 2:30 and I slept until 12. Jared left about 12:30 because he had to work.

Sunday I spent most of the day doing laundry and cleaning my apartment. I still have a little bit more cleaning that I need to do, but I can put it off until tomorrow. Sunday night about 8:30 Kurt called and I met him over at Nick's. We got some pizza and wings and had a couple of drinks. After that I went over to Joe's for about and hour or so. I then came back to my apartment because my neighbors were having a poker game. I got back about 11, and everyone was already gone. I was like wow some poker game.

Yesterday I was an hour late for work eventhough I was in bed by 11:30. I got off work and came home and started studying for my accounting test and attempted to do my calc homework. I think I aced my Accounting test. So that is a plus. Tonight I am going to my night class, and I will probably come home and just chill. I am going up to Loogootee this weekend. I am kind of excited since I haven't seen my family in a month and a half and my grandma was asking about me so i am going to go see her. Then next weekend is ATLANTA. I so can't waith for next weekend it is going to be great.

First Name:	Alex
Middle Name:	James
Birthday:	9/12/84
Eyes:	blue
Hair:	red
Fav color:	blue
Day/Night:	night
Fave Food:	mexican
FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name?	yes
Do you like anyone?	yes
Which one of your friends acts the most like you?	jen
Who's the loudest?	kurt
Who have you known the longest of your friends?	john
Who's the shyest:	shaun
Are you close to any family members?	my sister
When you cried the most:	when my grandpa died
What's the best feeling in the world:	everyone knows that. duh!
Worst Feeling:	having your heart broken by someone you love
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the:	beach
Let's run through:	town
Let's look at the:	stars
What a nice:	rack
Where did all the:	people go
Why can't you:	not be stupid
Silly, little:	bitch
Tell me:	something
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home:	no
Pictured your crush naked:	yeah
Skipped school:	yeah
Broken someone's heart:	yeah
Been in love:	yeah
Cried when someone died:	yeah
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have:	yeah
Done something embarrassing:	yeah
Done a drug:	yeah
Cried in school:	yeah
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm:	my zippo with a 4-leaf clover on it
Person You Hate Most:	my dad
Best Thing That Has Happened:	moved out of my mom and dad's
Ice Cream:	strawberry
WHO Makes you laugh the most:	john
Makes you smile:	jen
Has A Crush On You:	dunno
Do You Have A Crush On Someone:	no
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?:	yeah
Made out with JUST a friend?:	yeah
Kissed two people in the same day?:	yeah
Had sex with two different people in the same day?:	no
Been rejected: .	yeah
Been in love?:	yeah
Been used?:	yeah
Done something you regret?:	yeah
Cheated on someone?:	no
Been called a tease:	no
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?:	wouldn't you like to know
You talked to on the phone?:	kurt
You hugged?:	grandma
You instant messaged?:	my friend joe
You kissed?:	tonya
You yelled at?:	my sister
Who text messaged you?:	john
Who broke your heart?:	leslie
Who told you they loved you?:	leslie
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This past weekend I went up to Illinois to visit my friend John. I had a blast. I was up there Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and part of Tuesday. We went to some bars and we went out cruising around with some of his friends. I have acquired a few more numbers on my phone. I really love it up there. Shaun is going to be moving up there in a couple of months and then I will probably be up there like every other weekend or a little less.
Last night I went out for Kam's 23rd birthday. It was a really great time. We went to the boat and everyone lost between 30 and 40 bucks. So we went to Little Cheers to drink our sorrows away, and did we ever. Kam was pucking before we left the bar. The Red Headed Sluts that we got him really did the trick, not to mention the Red Bull and Vodka. I stuck with my Rum and Coke. I got home at about 3 this morning. I made it to my classes and everything.
I have decided to drop my CIS261 class. I got a 67 on my first test and she said that 44% of the class got A's on the test and that this test was going to be the easiest. I need to concentrate on my other classes that I need instead of one I don't need. So I am going to drop it. I just don't know what to put for my reason. Any suggestions??
Work is going really good. Except that I don't have anytime to really go out and do a lot of things. Although I am starting to get in the groove.
I am not going up to Loogootee until Thanksgiving Break. Eventhough I think I have to work or something like that on the Friday and maybe even the Saturday I am not for sure, but either way I am going to go and see my parents.
Well that has been what has happened in the last week or so. i have forgotten a lot of stuff since the last time I updated but oh well.

OK so it has been like a month since I have updated. This has been a really happening month too. Work has gotten 110% better for me. Everyone is turning out to be really nice. I really over reacted when I first started, but oh well I am sure it is not an uncommon thing. Although I am still going to apply for a position at the main office if one comes up. *crosses fingers* I hate school. I am ready for it to be already. I have it figured out that I will be done in like a year and a half. :) That makes me happy b/c I can't wait to get the hell out of school. I finally turned 21 a week and 2 days a go. It was the best and worst thing to happen to me. I have drank every single day that I have been 21 and have been out late, but that is part of the college life right?
Anyways last weekend I went up to Purdue to see my best friend Aimee. We went out to the clubs there. It was absolutely awesome and I can't wait to go do it again. I met a lot of new people who seemed to be really cool. I met one of Aimee's friends Kyle. We seemed to hit it off pretty well. It didn't take me anytime to socialize with him. The weirdest this was that he reminded me so much of me. So I believe that Kyle is Aimee's replacement me. Aww that is so sweet. I met a girl up there her name is Tanya and she is from Indy. She was really cool. I got to see two really fat chicks get into a bar fight at the table right next to us. I danced at the club. Which is a first for me.
Schnarr came down last night. Him and I went out to the casino. It was awesome I won 60 bucks!!! We got pretty sloshed. We got home about 3 and finally went to bed between 3:30 and 4. My happy ass had to be at work this morning at 8:30. Believe it or not I actually got right up this morning. I got of work at 12:30 came home went to lunch with Schnarr. He left about 2:45. After he left I went and laid down. I ended up sleeping until like 6 when Elaina called me.
I did laundry tonight and got my homework done and I am done studying for my accounting test tomorrow. I am just really on the ball today. It is weird. I am going up to Loogootee Saturday after I get off work to hang out with Schnarr and Shaun befor Schnarr goes back home. Other than that I haven't done anything, and the more I read this I feel like I am leaving stuff out. Well I guess that is what I get for not updating in a month.

To start out the end of my week I found out that I got the job at the branch on Franklin. So starting the seventh of September I will be working MWF and a Saturday rotation there. I am so excited about this. I have one more week at the main office which is sad because I really like it down there, and I am going to miss everyone, but I know working at the Franklin Branch is going to be the best thing for me.

Friday when I got off work I headed up to Loogootee for the weekend. My friend Rex turned 21 on Wednesday the 24th so we were going to celebrate his bday. My friend John came down and we hung out Friday night. Him and I have become so close this past year. It is really awesome. We went to our friend Shauns house and we were there until 4:30 or so. We went out to his dad's house so we could crash and he wasn't there. All of the doors were locked and we couldn't get in. So we decided to go to Denny's. We were both way to tired to go but we did anyways. We went to Denny's and sat around and talked for a while and then decided that by the time we got back to his dad's house he should be there. So we made our way back up to Loogootee and went to his dad's house. Yet again he wasn't there. This is the third time we have been out there. It is now like 6 in the morning so we decide that we are going to sleep in the truck until his dad gets home. Well his dad finally gets home at 7:30. So we go inside and just crash. We slept until like 1:30. We got up and helped John's aunt with her computer and then helped his dad with some stuff around the house. He treated us to pizza at Pizza Junction. The we went back to his dad's and sat around and talked for a while. Then we decided to get showers and go out. By the time we left it was 9:40. So we went to Jasper to go see one of our other friends, Spears, his wife and their new baby. We were only there for about an hour, but it was nice to get to see them. Then we went back up to Loogootee and the real fun started.

We got back to Loogootee and called Neideffer and asked what they were doing and the said they were in at the Southside getting Rex drunk for his 21st. So John and I went to the Southside and got trashed with them. I couldn't believe it. I didn't get carded or anything and I got served. It was great. I got completely trashed. Then Shaun, Steve, John, and I decided we wanted to go to Denny's. Shaun was sober so he drove. We went to Denny's and ate and then went back to Loogootee. John and I then went back to his dad's house. John called his kind of girlfriend and talked to her for a while on my phone since he doesn't get service in the area. It was a very interesting conversation because they fucked like a week ago and they both decided it was the wrong thing to do because of a situation that I don't want to get in to. Well anyways he got her to masterbate on the phone, and by the way John had it on speakerphone (I love this guy), it was quite entertaining, but I am not going to get into it. If you wanna know more about it you can ask.

Today I woke up and went and saw Kayla and her 4 week old baby he is so adorable. I have been trying to see her since she had him and I never got to see her. Everytime I was up she was somewhere else and it just wasnt' working out. I came back down to work at 2 and it was a very exciting night for me tonight. I put my 2 WEEKS in!!!!!!!!!! My last day at Buy Low is going to be September 11th. Which is the day before my 21st bday and this means that I am going to be able to go to Purdue and go bar hopping with Aimee on the 16, 17, and 18. Which reminds me I need to call her and tell her. I will have to do that tomorrow.

It seems really weird to know that Jen is down here, but she isn't here. She has lived with me basically all summer and now she has moved on campus. It just seems really odd. I guess I will get used to it just like I had to get used to her being here this summer. I have decided that I am not ready to go back to school after all. I thought I was for a while but I have to go to Wal-Mart tomorrow to get some school supplies. If anyone wants to go call my cell after 4:30 or so.

I have also come to realize a certain person needs to realize that everyone is not out to get them and they are at fault in the situation also. Not everyone but them.

Well it has been quite a while since I have posted or at least it feel like it has been a long time. I am out of my teller training class and actually being a teller with a mentor now. I lucked out and I am still at the main office. It is really cool. I really like it. I am so glad I sent my resume in. In teller training which was 2 weeks I learnt 3 computer systems, and a lot of other shit that I have to commit to memory. It is going to take a little while, but with time and repetition I should get it before to long. I have an interview tomorrow at the branch on Franklin. I am excited about it if I get the position I will work Monday and Wednesday from 8:15-4:30ish and on Friday I work 8:15-6 and I will be on a Saturday rotation there also. Well I think that is enough about my job.

The past 2 weeks or so have been really stress free. I figured that I would have more stress since I was starting a new job. The best thing is that all of the stupid high school drama has seemed to have faded out of my life for the time being, Thank God!! Over the past month or so I have gotten put in the middle of 2 people fighting. I have no place in the argument and it really pissed me off. I just hope that it is over. I felt like one of them was trying to make the other one choose them over me, and I could care less about who is better friends with who. It shouldn't be a competition to be a good friend with some one. I just felt that I was doing what anyone else would do and be there for a friend in need. Then one of them took offense to me being nice and it brought a whole bunch of drama into my life. I was being criticized in the choices that I made mostly me deciding to stay home and not go out. Well that is all I am going to say about that.

My friend Rex turns 21 tomorrow so I am going up to Loogootee this weekend and partying, Schnarr is going to be in Loogootee this weekend to so it makes it better. I am going to party hard then go to work Sunday night. Fun Fun.

This past weekend I went up to Illinois. It was an awesome trip. I had an absolute blast the entire weekend and it went way to fast. While I was up there I met a lot of new people became more familiar with the town. I went to two parties and they were really fun. I went to a place called the smoker's den. We smoked a hooka. They are pretty cool. John and I really got a chance to hang out and it was really nice.

I started training at the bank on Monday. So far it is going really good. I think I am really going to like it. I have already learned one software, and a lot of their products. It has been really good. All of the people in my class are very friendly. I met a girl named Lauren. She is gorgeous. Her Dad works at the main office which is where our training is. I have tried to get her to go to lunch with me but she eats lunch with her dad. I am cool with that.

My friend Kayla finally popped. She popped the 29 of July. No one thought to call and tell me. I was pissed, but then I found out that Kayla had a very vivid dream. She supposedly talked to me, and I told her that I would be up the next day to see her. That is OK. I can only imagine all that was going through her head at the time.

Well I think I am done here. Bye all.

Well it has been a little while since I have posted. Not to much has happened. I got my new job. My orientation is Friday the 5th at 9 am. Then after that I am going up to Illiniois to hang out with my friend John. It should be a really fun time. I don' tknow what we are going to do yet though. Today is my last cashier shift at Buy-Low. It is such a good feeling. Although I am starting to get really nervous about my new job though. I am still going to be staying at Buy-Low Sunday nights in the office.

Wednesday night I went up to Washington to hang out with some of my friends up there it was fun. I cam back down Thursday morning and I forgot all of my cd's up there. So I am going back up on Monday to get them, some money, and to go see my mom.

Yesterday I had to bake a cake. I thought it was going to turn out OK, but I was wrong. It turned out horrible. The icing melted when I put it on the cake, then the candles melted when I put them in. I just hope that it tasted good. Yesterday was Kevin's birthday. That is why I made the cake. They were having a little get together for him. I didn't get to stay because I went and helped Kurt with my car. He is going to finish it today. Thank God. I can't wait to get my car back. I am so sick of driving the Bravada. I like the vehicle but it is to big and it costs to much money to fill up.

Well that is all I really have to say for now. Ciao!

I just got back from Buy-Low, and I told Rachel that the 5th of August will be my last day to be a cashier, and that I got a new job. It was a big relief that she seemed genuinly happy for me. That is a very good thing it makes me think a lot more of her now. In a way I am sad because I feel like I am leaving a really good place to work. Eventhough I have talked horribly about it I still liked it. For the most part everyone that worked there was nice, and I got a long with them. That is probably going to be hard to find again. Don't get me wrong I am still very excited about my new job.