Current mood:	cheerful
Current music:	Revis-Caught in the Rain

Its been awhile
I have been so busy the last month or so. I don't even know if I remeber how to breathe or what it's like to have free time. I feel so bad because I feel that I have neglected so many people because of my busyness. I am sorry to all of you whom I have neglected. Life has been going really good besides being busy. Everything seems to be falling into place for me. School is going good, my grades are going up and are a whole lot better than they have been in a long time. I think that finally knowing what I want to do with my life has really helped me. I now feel that I am not just going to school for no reason. It is a good feeling, I just wish I could have had this feeling a long time ago. I know that wherever I decide to go I will be a lot happier. Although leaving the bank is going to really tough for me because I absolutely love it there, but I know that I have to do what is going to be best for me.
Spring break was two weeks ago. I had a really good spring break. I got to hang out with Shaun, John, Molli, Duck, and a bunch of other people that I hadn't seen for a long time. I was introduced to the most awesome girl when I was up in Illinois. Her name is Whitney. She so far seems like everything I have wanted in a woman. The only thing holding us back is the distance. She is 4 hours away from me and it kills me. She also has a 3 year old son so that kind of dampers the chances of her being able to come down here for a weekend, which is completely understandable and it doesn't really bother me. I haven't seen my mom, dad, sister, or dog in five weeks or more. It is probably the longest I have went without seeing them, and I think I actually miss my mom. I have talked to her on the phone everyday for the past 3 days. She is a great woman and is helping me through a rough time right now. She is being completely understandable about it and she is finally treating me like an adult. I am so glad that she is treating me that way finally. It makes me feel really good about myself especially for her to think of me as being that mature. I think that she has finally come to terms with the fact that I am never moving back home. I am glad she finally realized that because I know it was really hard for her to come to terms with that because I am her baby and the first one to move out.
I think I am going to start getting more hours at the bank now. That is something that I really need because I need the money so bad. It is really hard to live on the amount of money that I bring in, and it finally caught up with me. I cut up one of my credit cards and one of them is maxed out. I will get through it though I just have to have faith in myself that I can do it. That is about it for me.