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What Up??
So it has been a really long time since I have updated. In the past 2 months my best friends has slept with a girl of mine, people decided that they needed to talk about my life which isn't any of their business, i wrecked my car, and met the most amazing person and finished school, but after all of this I couldn't be happier. The bank is going very very well. I am so glad I stuck with it. I love my job and I love the people that I work with. I have also really and truthfully found myself and discovered who I REALLY am. I disowned all of my so-called friends who live in Loogootee. That was one of the most vindicating experiences in my life going off on all of them.
Back in March I met this awesome girl when I went up to Illinois. Her name was Whitney and she was gorgeous. She had a 3 year old son who was the sweetest little boy I have ever met. We started talking eventhough I lived 4 hours away, but we figured what do we have to lose. Well about 3 weeks after I got back down here Shaun called me and decided to tell me that he had slept with her the night before. I was infuriated. I had never yelled at anyone so loud in my life, besides my dad. I told Shaun that I would forgive him, but also that I would never fucking forget it. Shaun and I are perfectly fine now and are just as close if not closer than we were before it happened.
Then that next weekend I went up to Loogootee to see one of my good friends get married. Well it turned into a "let's pry into Alex's personal life" weekend. Everyone thought that they knew everything about my life; eventhough, I hadn't see anyone in over 2 months and hadn't really talked to them in probably close to 4 months. So that forced me to lie to a lot of people because it was something that yes was true, but it was something that didn't need to get around Loogootee because my parents don't need to know about it just yet. Its not something that I feel that I am ready to tell them yet. When the time comes I will. So that was a really bad weekend. I eventually go over it but as soon as I did something else happened.
That next Sunday I was driving downtown in Evansvill when a full-sized van decided that he wanted to take up both lanes going around a curve without noticing that I was right next to him. This pushed me into a curb and I popped both of my passenger side tires. So I had to pay 53 bucks to get my car towd back to my apartment, then I had to hitch a ride up to Oakland City to meet my parents to get the Bravada so I could get to work the next morning. Talk about fun!! Well I got all of that taken care of, and then something good finally happened.
I had messaged this person on myspace a few times and we started talking back and forth on yahoo and on myspace. I took a real liking to the person and they took a good liking to me. We met on the friday before Easter and decided that we were only meeting as friend so that way there was no pressure for anything else to happen and if it did then that was just something better. We went out to eat at Tumbleweed and then came back to my apartment and chilled and talked and got to know each other a little better. I couldn't have asked to meet someone better. Then the following wednesday they came back up and stayed with me again. We stayed up talking most of the night as we did the last time they were up. It was just so comforting to have someone to cuddle with and talk to. Not to mention someone as hot as they are!!!! Definately gorgeous. They came into my life at the best possible time. We are still technically just friends just kind of taking it one step at a time, but the possibility for us becoming more is there and is very prominent.
I start full-time at the bank the third week of May, go me!!! I am pretty excited about that.
And just to not leave everyone hanging the person that I met's name is J.J. and he is the most wonderful person in the world.